i'm 26...and ready to act my age: less candy, double eye roll to liz's bieber obsession

"I need solitude for my writing; not 'like a hermit' - that wouldn't be enough - but like a dead man." 

                                                                - Franz Kafka

if you're feeling sinister

There's nothing like going to a New Year's party and running into an ex...that reports a conversation that he's just had with another another ex...

His parting words: "You're out of your fucking mind...but in the best possible way." What does that even mean?

Word. Happy New Year. 

some self-portraits with a weird border that I don't understand. 

i need techy help.

happy finals

"Little red wagon, little red bike, I ain’t no monkey but I know what I like." 

— Bob Dylan

heidi: thanks for taking care of me

reasons not to date until you're over it...xx (you know what i mean)

today we had to talk about books we'd read outside of class... mine: The Third Policeman (which was absurd and delightful)

i very seriously explained that this novel reminded me of kafka -- [cough cough] 

amelia immediately brought up this 

clip...god love her

FULL MOON IN TAURUS

"It’s Neptune enhanced, for those of you who are interested in shedding a few delusions or re-modelling their values."
-key phrase for an emotional weekend of purging, purging, purging, purging....


what to do when the veil is lifted and you realize that you haven't gone as far as you'd told yourself you'd gone? a visible gap reflecting what 'is'. what you don't have, the long strides you must take to get there, who's missed.....buzz kill


next week better be all....peace turkey

watching...

"Nothing sorts out memories from ordinary moments. 

Later on they do claim remembrance when they show

their scars. That face he had seen was to be the only 

peacetime image to survive the war. Had he really 

seen it? Or had he invented that tender moment to 

prop up the madness to come?"

                                        -La Jetée

28 min. released february 1962. 

writer/director: chris marker

are substantial memories so haunting because we need them to withstand 

the weight of the meanings that are assigned? which images are real, 

and which do you rely upon to get you through the day?