FULL MOON IN TAURUS

"It’s Neptune enhanced, for those of you who are interested in shedding a few delusions or re-modelling their values."
-key phrase for an emotional weekend of purging, purging, purging, purging....


what to do when the veil is lifted and you realize that you haven't gone as far as you'd told yourself you'd gone? a visible gap reflecting what 'is'. what you don't have, the long strides you must take to get there, who's missed.....buzz kill


next week better be all....peace turkey

watching...

"Nothing sorts out memories from ordinary moments. 

Later on they do claim remembrance when they show

their scars. That face he had seen was to be the only 

peacetime image to survive the war. Had he really 

seen it? Or had he invented that tender moment to 

prop up the madness to come?"

                                        -La Jetée

28 min. released february 1962. 

writer/director: chris marker

are substantial memories so haunting because we need them to withstand 

the weight of the meanings that are assigned? which images are real, 

and which do you rely upon to get you through the day? 

dream a little dream of me..........what a disaster. 

Killer Whale 
To see a killer whale in your dream, indicates that you need to be more social or more vocal about something. Step up and speak up. Alternatively, the dream symbolizes spiritual guidance. You are ready to explore your emotions, but you need to make the connection between the conscious and unconscious aspects of yourself.

Shark 
To see a shark in your dream, indicates feelings of anger, hostility, and fierceness. You are undergoing a long and difficult emotional period and may be an emotional threat to yourself or to others. Perhaps, you are struggling with your individuality and independence, especially in some aspect of your relationship. Alternatively, a shark represents a person in your life who is greedy and unscrupulous. This person goes after what he or she wants with no regards to the well-being and sensitivity of others. Underwater 
To dream that you are underwater, suggests that you are being overcome with emotions and are in over your head regarding some situation. You need to gain greater control of your life. To dream that you are breathing underwater represents a retreat back into the womb. You want to return to a state where you were dependent and free from responsibilities. Perhaps you are feeling helpless, unable to fulfill your own needs and to care for yourself. Alternatively, breathing underwater is analogous to being submerged in your own emotions.

Cave 
To see or dream that you are in a cave symbolizes the womb and thus signify refuge, protection and concealment. To dream that you are walking in a dark cave represents an exploration of your unconscious mind. It signals self-discovery.

Walls 
To see a wall in your dream, signifies limitations, obstacles and boundaries. There is a barrier obstructing your progress. Alternatively, the wall indicates that you are too accustomed to your old habits and way of thinking. You feel stuck. To dream that you are building a wall refers to a bad relationship or childhood trauma. You are trying to keep others out for fear of getting hurt again. 

*side note: who's seen Spellbound? huh, huh? if not, it's a must.